This is the letter to the bare tree who is tired of facing the storm but is about to blossom soon.
To My Dearest One!
I am writing this letter to you with only one intention in my heart and that is to tell you that you are not alone in the struggle.I can see how frustrated you are .You wake up every morning not knowing why you are even alive and you go day to day feeling lost.And when the night embraces you,you lie awake,sleepless because you have millions of thoughts and questions running through your mind,Questions like if the life is even in there.I know day by day you are slowly starting to give up.I can see that you are trying your hardest to push yourself to stand straight to have positive thoughts.
My Dear,having faith is not about taking off things that not to do neither it is the journey of make believing in the certain formula or law,but it does however starts with one thing and that is-‘The Heart’
You may say that my heart does not feel anything and to this I just want to say the only small bit that you are wrong that you think your heart feels nothing.That’s not true because this frustration,this confusion and this desperation that you feel is the very proof that your heart is aching.
I am promising you my love that at this very moment as I am writing this letter to you that this day to day struggle of life is going to be working out something so so beautiful for you.You just can’t see it yet.It’s like the main character of the movie does not know yet what’s coming in the next scene and it’s same for you.You are the hero of your life story.You have no clue what’s coming up next.
Have Faith that there is beauty in this struggle.
Writing helps me getting out of many conditions like anxiety these days..
I need some time to sleep but my thoughts never leave me,
There is no door to shut the thoughts out and leave anxiety.
Feeling like crying but tears are not falling out of me.
I wish I could share or tell someone what is happening,
But its too hard to explain how anxiety is getting me.
I keep telling myself I am doing just fine
But then my thoughts shut me off and push me back to anxiety.
Sometimes I am too suffocated to breathe,too numb to sleep and close my eyes.
I wish there is a door to shut the thoughts out and leave anxiety.
I want to love you like never being loved before,
Want to feel you on me like I have never been alone.
And I promise I will win this fight over anxiety for our love and for family!
For people out there who are having anxiety issues,I want to say I know sometimes its too hard to say or express yourself and your feelings.And By no means I am assuming I am an expert or something who has all the answers,the thing is I am assuming..and that’s how we all relate and if you are having anxiety like myself I want you to know that sometimes its Ok not to be ok..that’s alright,you are not alone!And if there is someone in your friends or family who is having anxiety issues as well just let them know that they are Ok!
In someways for myself-In the end on the positive note,I will say Anxiety has made me understand that I care what I am thinking about.And I am grateful for those I have and feel blessed to have them in my life.
This is story of a little Rabbit named Birdy who had dream of flying high up to the sky like an eagle.This is the story of believing in what others don’t believe and the journey of never giving up on your dream no matter from where you are,who you are and what others say!
Once upon a time,far far away in the middle of the woods,there lived a little rabbit with hundred of her brothers and sisters along with father rabbit and mother rabbit in burrow.The little rabbit had two big ears double the size of the other rabbits.In the community of the rabbits in the woods,they called the little rabbit as Birdy because her ears were of size of the wings of bird.In the jungle where all the rabbits do the farming of carrots as they suppose to do,on the other hand, Birdy was always trying to find different ways to touch the sky.
Birdy’s father rabbit and mother rabbit on seeing her jumping from heights started having fear of loosing her,so they tried to convince her not to do so by saying flying is not what rabbits are born to do but Birdy do not know how to and when to stop.She believe in herself and continued trying.Other animals of the woods made fun of her by saying things like-“Look a Rabbit trying to be an Eagle!” but Birdy instead of answering them back with words she kept trying and trying.She believe in it inside that she can fly and that everything is possible.
One day when Birdy was wandering and jumping from the rocks trying to fly,the tiger saw her and thought that rabbit would make his delicious lunch.He jump over Birdy to attack her,Birdy saw him and ran as fast as she can.While running and running for her life,Birdy reached on the edge of the cliff.On one side,it was hungry tiger and on the other side it was trench. Birdy took a deep breathe and closed her eyes.She took leap of faith and jump from the cliff.
As Birdy was falling down in the river,on half of the way her big ears started moving.Her ears were moving like wings of bird and she starting coming upward. Birdy was flying.On seeing rabbit flying,the tiger got frightened and run back to the jungle.
Like Birdy,Believe in your Dreams and Trust Your Intuitions.99% of who you are is Invisible and Untouchable.Dare to believe in your own ideal.All powers is from within and therefore under our control.So break yourself free from your hereditary patterns,cultural codes,social beliefs,all limiting thoughts and prove once and for all that power within you is greater than power within the world.
They talk the language of Ratings,
Rate this,Rate that,Even Rate Human Beings,
But actually Rating is nothing but all that it is “A Rat That stinks”!
More than gun,More than knife
And more than any sharp thing,
Nowdays the most dangerous thing to humans and their lives are Ratings!
Rating Beauty,Rating Modesty,Rating Sexuality!
Is there any one in this circle who has humanity?
Or it has already become habit of everyone to rate everything!
Today not only Loyalty,But Cruelty and Brutality also have ratings,
How cruel you can be to someone with words to kill human being,
And this society now let you live on the basis of these ratings!
Everyone say find a reason to live a life,
And find a purpose in Humanity!
Stop saying advises to everyone and first clean this circle up for humanity!
This society,this kind of humanity,
It’s better to be invisible rather than living in this brutality!
Death rate is increasing at least 5% because of these ratings,
Please realize Love and Be Kind to one Another is not just a Quote,
But one’s Life saving thing!
Change starts with you,
Please recognize you are and you have your own way of path
And your own purpose in Life!
You are perfect the way you are,
You have got only one life to Live so Please Live And Let Live!
Love And Be Kind To One Another,
Don’t let them and their mentality define who you are,
And Don’t be victim of them and their Ratings!
Yesterday While Caterpillar was eating and crawling on the leaves,
Yesterday While The Caterpillar was in its growing phase,
With All the faults and in the weirdest shapes,
No matter the woods are trying to push it back from its fate,
The Caterpillar Have To Learn and Fly Tomorrow When The Sun Will Awake!
The Birds were and will run after the caterpillar to take its taste,
The Grasshoppers will pull it down to take its place,
But When Every living-being In The Woods will become against its thinking state,
Its the time when the caterpillar will learn and fly because it is in it’s fate!
While the Caterpillar is moving higher to reach its state,
The wind and the every matter in the air will try to strike it down from it’s place,
The caterpillar will eventually fall and have it’s courage broken but it will Dilate,
And fly up to the sky beyond it’s range!
Caterpillar will get lost in the dark woods,
It will shake when its time to take its first flight above the woods,
It will become laugh for all living-beings of the woods,
But in the end,The Caterpillar Have To Learn And Fly High Over The Woods!
Sitting In My White Room,
I am thinking about you!
Lying in my bed hugging pillow beside my side,
I am dreaming about you!
Standing in the middle of the crowd,
I am missing you!
I will fight my inner demons,
I will climb the highest mountain and swim the deepest ocean,
If it takes to be with you!
I will show you all my scars,
I will open up and tell you all the darkest secrets,
If you promise you will be beside my side!
Because you are the reason my heart beats and rise,
You are the reason the yellow flower is alive,
You are the reason stars shine and the sun rise!
You are the reason and Nothing’s Worth Without You!
The nights I spend sharing my secrets with you all,
The time that I forget is running forward while I am talking to you all,
I wonder what will happen
Or what if someday you can answer me back in our one-sided talk!
But It’s good you cannot talk,
Because you are the ones I have,
Who let me speak
And listen to how I feel and what are my thoughts!
But sometimes I need your advice,
Because some days I feel lost
And forget where is my path,
That time I wish What If you can talk,
And head me back towards Life before I get lost!
You see my scars inside out,
I can be myself while talking to you all,
Seeing my darkest scars and hearing my ugliest secrets,
You always show up to hear my next part!
But sometimes I wonder what if,
You can answer me back while our one-sided talk!
Sometimes I feel like there is no tomorrow anymore,
And there is no one standing on the other side of the door,
Then your light in the dark make me Alive
And push me to fight back my inner demons
That are holding me back in the darkest hours!
Knowing what will be the end,
Either one of them have to die or have to live far away for each other’s sake,
Will the end change this time or it will be another pathetic love story of two souls again!
Where there is fire,water cannot exist,
The fire cannot live when water come to life,
Will two ever be alive at the same time when both are in existence!
Whenever water try to hold hand of the fire,the fire ends!
Will this curse on two souls ever end?
Will they meet in the end or it will be another pathetic love story of two souls that never lead to happy end!
Fire purifies water and make water alive,
Water become more valuable with fire,
The bond between water and fire is too strong to break,
That bond make them closer and alive forever,
Will their bond ever come to life,
Or it will break in the end!
Miracles happen And Everything Is Possible!
Faith is the only light upon future,
And Faith is the one that never lead to unhappy end!
So Yes May be the tale of fire and water will lead to happiness and this time they will meet in the end!
Till the wind forgets its directions,
And the day forgets to come,
The yellow flower will be waiting for him to come!
Till the sun forgets to shine,
And the snow forget to fall,
Till the rain drops starts falling dry,
The yellow flower will be waiting for his shadow to fall!
Is he the same like he first came to the garden then?
Does he know the flower is still blossoming for him to come?
In the dusk fall and till the earth die,
The yellow Flower will be blossoming in the Autumn Fall!
Like never ending oceans continue to flow,
And unending life death cycle go,
Till never-ending light of faith become low,
In the middle of thousands of red flowers,
The yellow flower will continue to wait for him to show!